Wednesday, December 28, 2011

My Mum

When i was a kid, i steal a box of candle from the shopping mall.
I been caught.
My mum cry for days
When i was a kid, i steal money from my dad and skip school to go Cyber Cafe.
I been caught.
My mum cry for days

When i was a kid, i get injured and bleed.
I been caught.
My mum help me

When i was a boy
I get bored with my mum.
I told my mum i been laugh by friends because my mum still took my hand go shopping mall.
From that moments,
my mum never touch my hand, 
even she does
she will quickly take off

When i grow up, i asked my mum why she will forgive me for those mistake i make
My mum answer
" Because Your Are My Son "

And now i will take my mum's hand and go shopping mall together.
In my heart, i just want to tell my mum
" You Are An Awesome Mum and I Love You "

A Story i read
When you are baby, you need your mum
When you are kid, you love your mum
When you are boy, you starting felt annoying
When you are teenager, you hate your mum
When you are adult, you hope your mum gone
When you are man, starting to miss your mum
When you get older, you dun wan lose your mum

-MyLifeGua (Don be jealous with my mum, You NEVER get one like mine, TQ)  

Sunday, December 25, 2011

26 Dec 2011

Today.. is today.. i must study dy!!!!!!!! if not i going to die young -_-
Dota will of for few weeks due to study T_T
Blog will stop update for awhile...

-MyLifeGua

Friday, December 23, 2011

平安夜

really 平安 a, no people beside me. So lonely, all back hometown... i alone at room dunno do what...
totally cant study, dunno can do what leh? Don care le, continue play dota and sleep bah.

Must say sry to some1 bcoz i did something to him/her, if him/her found out, i think friend also cannot do ba. But ur secret will safe with me, i die also wont others. Hope him/her nvr see tis blog bah. Just wan to say to you him/her don be sooooo naive but at the end i still support you de bcoz is your own choice.

Must say sry for my roomate1 too, bcoz i come to Uni really will felt emo for some reason and i cant tell de (just like you) and i felt sry for asking you those secret u keep in heart bcoz i just wan noe you more... paiseh although i noe terpijak your wounds coz see you suddenly become quiet. But if you really got problem that i can help i sure help de, if cant help help also will support you de... GOGOGO

Suddenly miss my mummy leh, dunno she at home ok ma... coz everytime near new year she will 不舒服. This year cant help mummy make cookie liao. Mummy must take care a. At here i 好吃好住. 2pid bro kena denggi somemore, lucky not big deal and recover dy. Take care too.

Soo sad, say to myself  wan go alor star shopping de but no people teman me. Force to back home town buy bah.

-MyLiFeguA (may april february january)

Thursday, December 22, 2011

让人掉泪的故事

Saw tis from a website, hope u all read it! 


女友被强奸后选择记忆性失忆十年后的今天


過了沒多久,老板娘便將一杯香醇的咖啡端到男人的面前。“請慢用!”

“謝謝。”男人將杯子拿到嘴邊,淺淺地嘗了一口。

“第一次來嗎??”老板娘問。

“是啊!!”男人答。

“覺得我們這家店怎麽樣?”

“很不錯!氣氛很好!”

“我自己也是很喜歡,所以雖然生意不好,我和我先生卻還是舍不得把它關掉。”

“嗯……”男人好像有所同感地點了點頭,又喝了一口咖啡。

兩人沈默了一會,一時間空蕩的店裏只余悠揚爵士音樂。男人忽然開口,打破了這短暫的寧靜。

“呃……不好意思,可以請教你一個問題嗎??”

“什麽問題呢?”老板娘好奇地問。

“嗯…這…這該怎麽說好呢?”男人抓著頭,一副不知所措的樣子。“或者你可以先聽
我說個故事嗎?”

老板娘點了點頭,示意男人繼續說下去。

“我以前有個很要好的女朋友,已經到了要論及婚嫁的地步。我和她之間的感情發展得相當平凡,並不是什麽經過大風大浪、轟轟烈烈般的愛情。但我想從我第一眼
看到她的時候,就仿佛有一股魔力,有一個聲音,在推動著我,告訴著我,就是她了!她就是我一直期待著的女孩。更令我高興的是她也響應了我的示愛,接受了
我。這一切的順讓
我整個人陶醉於幸褔的喜悅之中,只不過……”“只不過!!發生了什麽事了嗎??”

老板娘顯然給故事吸引住了,她打斷了男人的話。

“嗯……”男人臉色沈了下來,略微停頓了一下,繼續說下去。

“只不過我忘了幸褔的背後,往往藏匿著最可怕的惡魔。就在我們訂婚前一個月的一個晚上,她……她遭到了歹徒的強暴“啊!”老板娘驚訝地啊的一聲叫了出來“都怪我!要是我那天堅持送她回去就好了!”男人用力地捶打著桌面,杯子中的咖啡因劇烈震動的關系灑了出來。

“你要問我的該不會就是這個吧!”老板娘一面擦拭著灑出來的咖啡一面說。

“不!不是的!我對她的感情不會因為這樣而有所動搖,我決定仍舊如期訂婚,可惜就在我們訂婚的那一天,她……上吊自殺了!”

男人的語調異常平緩,從他的表情上看得出,當時的他是多麽的難過與震驚。

“自殺!那她有沒有怎麽樣?”老板娘為突轉而下的劇情睜大了眼睛,緊張地看著男人。
“幸運的是我們發現得早,送到醫院時還有氣,只是腦部因為長時間缺氧,呈現昏迷狀態,當時醫生說她一度有成為植物人的危險。”

老板娘松下一口氣,“那她後來有醒過來嗎?”

“有的,她醒了!”

“但……但當我得知她醒了的消息,高興地要去看她時,卻被她父母給攔在門外。”

“為什麽?她父母為什麽不讓你去看她?”

“她父母跪在地上求我,原來她失去了記憶,失去了認識我以後的記憶,醫生說這是選擇性失憶癥,當人在遭遇極大的打擊時,會逃避性地藏起一些記憶。她父母求
我暫時不要再出現在她面前,他們認為讓她就這樣忘了之前的一切對她比較好,怕我要是去見她或許會讓她回想起來,到時她可能又會陷入昏迷,甚至又跑去自
殺。”

“她父母這麽說也是有道理,反正只是暫時嘛!等她情緒和身體都穩定了,你就又可以見她啦!”老板娘聽了男人的話後這樣說著。

男人勉力擠出一絲笑意,樣子無限蒼涼,“你知道他們的暫時指的是多久嗎?是十年啊!也就是這十年裏我得要忍受這樣沒有她的日子,就算偶爾在路上碰面,也得
要裝作陌生人一般地和她擦肩而過。”男人快要咆哮起來似的,“你知道這樣的日子有多難熬,這樣想愛卻又不能愛的心情有多痛苦!”

“雖然會很痛苦,但你還是選擇了這條路吧!”老板娘看著男人的眼神變得非常溫柔。

老板娘的眼神讓男人冷靜了下來,點頭說:“嗯!到今天就滿十年了!”

“哦!真的嗎!?那真是恭喜了,你努力撐了十年,到今天終於可以去見她了!”老板娘開心地說。

“是這樣沒錯!但是愈到這一天,我反倒愈害怕。十年了,我的心意是沒有改變,但是她呢?如果我跟
她說了以前的事,她還是想不起我那怎樣辦?,或者是她已經有男朋友,甚至於結婚了呢?”

“這才是我想請教你的問題!”男人似乎略帶緊張的看著眼前年輕的女店主,靜靜地等待著她的答復。

“嗯……”老板娘用手托著頭,臉色凝重地想著男人所提的問題。

“我想既然你這麽愛那個女孩,她記不記得你其實並不重要,最多是重新開始而已,再重新追求她一次,再重新談一次戀愛,其實也很不錯吧!!而且就算有男朋友了也沒關系啊!把她從他手中搶過來不就行了!”老板娘笑著說。

“但是!”她忽然將表情嚴肅了起來,“但是如果她已經結婚了的話,那你就放棄吧!

我們結了婚的人啊!是最痛恨有人破壞人家家庭的了!”

“是嗎?”男人低著頭冷寞地說。

“沒錯!!所以你可千萬別做個破壞別人家庭的人哦!”

丁鈴!掛在門上鈴鐺又響了起來,走進來幾個剛下課的大學生,老板娘走出吧臺,忙著招呼這幾位新來的客人。

“對了!”老板娘好象忽然想到了什麽,轉過頭來看著男人。

“你為什麽會想問我這些啊!我和你不過是第一次見面而已啊!”她好奇地問。

“嗯……為什麽呢……大概是因為那個女孩曾說過,結婚以後要和我一起開一家像這樣的咖啡廳吧!”

“哦!!原來是這樣子啊!”老板娘說。

“嗯!只是這樣而已!只是這樣而已!只是這樣而已!只是……”男人不停地重復著同樣一句話,好像藉此告訴自己什麽似的。爵士樂停了下來,整個屋子裏只聽得大學生清脆的談笑聲。男人低著頭偷偷地瞄著老板娘手上的結婚戒指,一滴溫暖的眼淚,悄悄地滑進了那杯早已冷卻的咖啡裏。